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Today, I went to my boyfriend's graduation. The ceremony was beautiful, of course, but... at the same time I was happy for my boyfriend's success, I was also quite sad and found myself starting to cry for a few moments when the Chamber Singers started singing "What a Wonderful World" in the class of '09's honor. I'm so proud of him for making it through his senior year and to graduation... but I'm sad to see him go because once again, I will feel alone. I will still be surrounded by my friends everyday at school, but two of them have boyfriends now and I will once again be sitting with no one. He lives only five minutes down the street from me, and yet... I feel as though he'll disappear. I suppose I will get used to his not being there eventually... but it may be a while before that happens.

After the graduation ceremony was over, I ran across the field straight into his arms and whispered to him how proud I was of him. The humorous part was that when I got to him and was about to glomp him, the first words out of his mouth were "DON'T KNOCK ME OVER!" lol Of course, I didn't... He's much too tall in comparison to me to successfully knock over. Tonight, he's going to a huge all-night graduation party that's funded by the school, so he gets to spend the entire night with all of his friends... but I will be alone. I know it's selfish, but... I wish I could go, too. sad