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Dear Diary,

Sorry I haven't written in sooo long. I have been hanging out with Frank a lot. I like hanging out with him. I love being at his house. It's better than hearing my mom and dad bickering. Although I haven't talked much to my internet friends. I guess they'll have to deal with out me.
The only problem I have is that Frank and Bob are now going out. I don't want Frank to be with him. I want him to be with me. He still doesn't know my true feelings about him. But its all Bob this and Bob that, and how much he loves Bob.
Bob's a nice guy and all but I really don't care much for him now.

But at least I get to spend the night over Frank's house without Bob sometimes. My mom actually asked me if I was going out with Frank. I told her no. I don't want my mom knowing that I am gay, because she'll give me trouble over it.

Some how I managed to be home tonight, and I have less people coming to me with their problems and wanting to talk, than usual. It feels really strange after a few weeks of Frank. I feel like the people who loved to talk to me before, such as Ray, don't want to. Maybe I'm just on at the wrong times.

I guess its about time for bed. I can't stand this feeling any more. I hope it goes away soon!

~G