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Dear Diary,

Its me again. It's yet again Monday. I couldn't write while Frank was over here, because I didn't want him to know I have a diary. I'm slightly embarrassed to tell anyone. But I had a good weekend with Frank. We spent part of the time at my house and part of the time at his house.

Is it wrong to be thinking like you want to date your best friend? I mean will it ruin that best friend relationship? Maybe I should ask him out. But I can't. I mean it would be horrible if he said no and all that. How do I even know if he likes me that way? This is hard.

Mikey was caught actually having sex with that girl, so he's grounded for a few months. At least he used a condom, was my mom's words to my dad. I can't believe Mikey is getting laid before I am.
I feel like his mind is all caught up in that girl and doesn't care about what we do anymore. I asked Mikey if he wanted to go for ice cream one part of the weekend and he shook his head and walked away. I can't believe he ditched me for some bimbo.

I just feel all very confused right now and I can't deal with it. At least Bert wasn't there today. I think he might have been skipping. Actually all of the members of his group was out, so Bob sat with me and Frank during lunch. Bob actually knows his music unlike the millions of posers in the school.
Bob also apologized about Bert, and that he didn't really want to hang out with them bit he was sort of forced into the group. He had gotten a black eye for not helping beat me up.

I went home with Frank after school to hang out with him. It was pretty cool and all. I sort of miss hanging with Mikey on those days too. I guess we all have our little problems.

~Gee