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I don't know why but I feel real stupid
the ones I love don't feel the same way back.
and one especially she just fascinates me,
how she thinks her feelings they are just deep inside of her afraid of letting them out.
maybe thats the reason I cant come close to her.
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the thing that hurts me most is that almost every night I dream of her and then I wake up sometimes I wish for eternal sleep so I can spend every moment with her.
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I know I am not perfect and not the perfect boyfriend but I will love her and care for her

if she told me bleed I would bleed if she told me to die I would say are you crazy I want to be longer with you if she told me I love you I would go nuts.
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but things aside it doesn't matter because I am a : Shoulder, Brother, Listener and many more but not myself.

ME WUVES YOU VEWY MUCH

GoodNight Sleep Well and Have Nice Dreams