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I feel a ending coming maybe not my end but a end maybe from a person dear to me or from a chapter of my life.

I dont know who I am
I only know what I am

after years of self torture I discovered it will never end I will always torture myself because that is what I am,
I only hope that soon a light will come and help me for the last couple of months I saw many people whom I thought where the light but I was wrong they where a fake light a neon light so to speak they distracted me and I loved it.

I discovered the reason nobody can really love me
because I dont love myself.

for the person who understands this give me a chance I know its hard but trust me I will make it worth your time.

The End my only friend