If I were to go out to dinner with my Dad, would that be a good thing or a bad thing?
I haven't really spent any one-on-one time with him in years. I was afraid of him my whole life growing up, and it's only in the past few months that we've had anything resembling a decent relationship.
Even though he was abusive, I spent my childhood looking up to him. So, it was strange to me that hanging up on him last year would hurt his feelings. Ever since I apologized for that, he's been all smiles whenever I hear from him. Even over the phone, you can hear the smile in his voice.
I don't really know what to think of it. A part of me is paranoid, and looking for some kind of underlying motive for this treatment. It's like I'm waiting for the second shoe to fall or something.
But, I can't think of any reason for that to happen. None of my fears or insecurities make sense.
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