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The pain has swallowed me whole
I am forced to wander in the dark
looking for a way away from the pain
but it has swallowed me whole
It is slowly digesting me
eating away at my soul
and devouring my sanity
I am crumbling
shattered like glass
I'm losing control
because it has swallowed me whole
I just want to fade away
and become nothingness
I dont want to feel this anymore
I've lived with this my whole life
Is it not yet enough
How long must i suffer this torture
All because it has swallowed me whole
I try again and again
to escape my prison of pain
that has swallowed me whole
but time after time
I get bit on my way out
and i get thrust back down
into the pain
Bleeding
My wounds never heal here
they only worsen
I wonder how i have lived this long
with new pain constantly spreading through me
like an infection from my open wounds
It has swallowed me whole
Will i ever die
Will i ever be rid of this pain
I can only hope
and suffer
as i am doomed to wait for it all to end
For it has swallowed me whole