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My friend
you are,
in all degrees,
truely one of
my best friends.

Memories
once forgotten,
now erupting,
and blinding reason.

Instances
of past feelings,
constantly
intruding.

Confessions
of the past
and the present.
That is what I want.
Yet I also don't.
I wonder do you?

Even as
I sat there feeling
all alone,wishing my
wrists were bleeding,
to see if the blood
would wash away my pain.

You
stayed sitting next to me,
a silent soothing solace to
the darkness that held me captive,
teaching me how
to escape the shackles of sin
that anchored me to the darkness,
and stormed the already hard-pressed
wall around my heart.

That
is how you
got so close to me.

I still
remember our very
first conversation,
because of that conversation
i got my first friend,
in what felt like an eternity,
overall causeing the friendship of all my friends today.

And I
thank you for
all the things you have done for me,
but most of all
I thank God
for everything,especialy for
an awesome friend like you.
I lov you God.



R.I.P. my dear friend