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Okay, are you prepared for some fantastically amazing note about how AWESOME my day was since i got to stay home? well, too bad! because sadly it was NOT fantastically amazing. So here i will begin my story. well, i'll begin it right after i turn some music on, because I have a song stuck in my head that must be listened to.
Alright, now i am ready for my story. So. After practice yesterday i was feeling really really crappy but i figured that I was just over reacting to things and stuff so it must all be in my head. But i still felt horrible nontheless. hmm. come to think of it i can't remember very much when i really started feeling like hell. Anyhoo, I went on the computer for a little while and my stomache started doing that thing where it feels like its eating itself on the inside. ha, nice visual, right? so i went upstairs and sat on the couch for a bit watching tv. i don't remember what i was watching. And then i told my mom that i was feeling like crap and she said maybe i was just hungry or something and i said nooo i don't think so. After about an hour or so she tried to make me eat though. I was going to have some buttered bread, but that was revolting after the first nibble. but i managed to get down two crackers. and a sip or two of sprite. And then i just started crying out of NOWHERE because i felt like i was totally losing it and..yeah. fun stuff right there. And then i puked a couple times, which was followed by some hysterical sobbing. golly gee, wasn't my night fun?
I woke up a bunch of times in the middle of the night. My cat came into my room because i left the door cracked open. I really wanted to kick him out of my room, because whenever he's in there at night i'm always exhausted and he insists on pokeing his stubborn little head right in my face. but i was too drained to do much of anything. so i let him bug the hell out of me for awhile and then he finally settled down and acted all adorable like he usually does. don't be fooled though. when i pet him he likes to bite me, but it's in a "loving way" i suppose. I get mad at him pretty easily though when i'm tired. Anyways, i drifted off into a not so blissful sleep and woke up again and again. i remember i got up at five soemthing, and again at six, seven, and nine. but i didn't really get up till like 2:30. what a waste of time. And then i kind of just sat around doing nothing for awhile. i read my book, which is now finished and i need to find the fourth one now. oh, and i finally ate something. i had chicken noodle soup. Isn't that just typical? I can't decide whether i'm hungry or not right now. i mean..the last time i really ate before that was yesterday at lunch.. so i SHOULD be really hungry by now. but i'm not really. weird, i know. i still feel pretty horrible. better than i did earlier. but still not that great. and holy goodness, if you had ANY idea what i look like right now! Normally i'm pretty pale, but THIS just takes the cake. i seriously look like a vampire now! yaay for small victories...
Well i think i'm going to end this lovely little note now. ugh, i wrote a lot didn't i? well i've been kind of alone today, so i needed to talk to someone. even though i'm more or less talking to myself right now...pathetic. i know.
~krissy.