Warning though, will probably be a mushy one. Not sure how it will end up till I post it because I'm making it up as it comes to me. lol
Knowing me it will probably be about/directed towards a certain dude. lol
Smothered.
Lost in the deep dark depths of your soul.
It's so warm here.
Almost fuzzy.
As I carry your heart in my hands,
as if nothing else matters more in the world to me,
I wonder what it's like to be in my soul.
Holding the charred remains of my heart.
Trying to stitch it back piece by piece as you treasure it dearly.
As I hug the heart made strong by solitude but beating with a strong love and devotion,
I decide that my soul must be a place of gray.
Cold.
Bitter.
Damp.
Such a contrast to.
Yet we aren't all that different.
We're liked warped mirrors.
In an essence we are the same,
but each distorted compared to the other.
As I wait to see the sweet words I long for I realise something.
Stuck in my head like a song that refuses to die,
As essential in my mind to me as breathing,
thoughts of you come but don't go.
Always at the forefront,
Liked they are chained to every other thought in my head.
As I think of talking to you again,
my heart quickens,
a grin slowly appears,
joy fills me.
Some may call it pathetic that such would happen,
But it matters not what they say.
I love you and I honestly have no doubt whatsoever in my mind.
So I sit and wait for you,
whether you appear or not that day.
At least I can be sure that as you hold my heart and inhabit my very soul,
That I am in such a place in your life.
So I wait patiently,
holding my breath.
Even when we don't speak at least I'll have my dreams to see you in.
 Kat_Ze_Krimson · Mon Feb 09, 2009 @ 11:34pm · 1 Comments |
