And honestly I'm not going to since the only one who will read this knows what's been going on. lol.
What I will say this time is what follows below.
Have you ever missed someone so much it seriously hurt?
I mean so much you could barely stand it, the only reason you did stand it is because you thought of them.
Longing to hear, or even just see certain words from them.
Being so selfish.
Wanting nothing more in your day than to be able to speak to them.
Sounds pathetic doesn't it?
If you guys even knew the half of things in my situation you'd find it all the more so. Well more like find me more so pathetic. lol ^^;
I am, I admit that.
And I'm worse than most because i have a divided duty.
Yet he seems to trump my first loyalties for some reason and if you knew more about him you'd think me all the more pathetic for it. XD
But oh well.
Bet the only one who will read this is him. so yeah. *shrug*
I kinda hate that I'm so pathetic as to dream of him all the time. It must should how much of a stupid stalker I am.
Oh well.
Being a chick sucks.
 Kat_Ze_Krimson · Sat Jan 31, 2009 @ 02:07am · 2 Comments |
