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I am so very surprised that this account still exist. Maybe because I sign on to it time to time to see how it is. Any who, I thought I'd write in this thing again just for fun, and see who reads it. It'd probably be Diego, if anyone... Maybe Devon.

Lets see. I guess I learned you can be kinda popular on here, without even doing anything, just because of your name. I feel sorry for the people who wanted Kirby, but couldn't get it because I own it and don't do anything with it. Sorry citizens of Gaia. Really I kinda stopped for two main reasons: one of them being that it's not for me. Sure it was fun in high school having this place on the net, which was originally just hardcore otaku and nerds of that nature, but even then I barely used it. Also it was where me and my ex-girlfriend, Ashley (Raving Monkey27), met and often played around in, which I guess is an other reason why I left. Since we broke up, there really wasn't any cause to stay. Sure I was still on for a month after the brake up, but that was me trying to use it by myself, and also passively try to make her jealous. Oh when I think back, I feel stupid even caring what she thought of me. She spoke her peace, made the decision, and stuck to it. Frankly I'm more proud than mad for what she did. I might have had some truths to my defense, but that's a different chapter in my life.

Well the big question, which probably no one is asking (frankly I'm just doing this for shits and feel as though it's somewhat therapeutic), but how is my life now? It's going well. After the break up and disbanding Gaia, I went to a couple of therapy sessions to get my head together. I started working out and eating healthy, or at least healthier. I've lost sixty pounds, and am now ten pant sizes smaller. I ended up being let go from my job at Vons, which was a horrible anyway, and went to advertising. Nothing executive, but was promoting and selling DSL at Circuit City (RIP). It was an awesome job since I got $16/hr. and worked 20 hours per week. It allowed me to afford a new laptop, Xbox 360, and other things. During that period of time I was going to Pierce College in Woodland Hills, California as a music major. I ended up finding out it wasn't for me, and stopped after a semester. Luckily I'm going to a better college, which is Musicians Institute in Hollywood, California. I'm currently a Guitar major (GIT), and close to Getting my AA. It's the best thing to happen to me academically. Unfortunately when I started going I couldn't keep my current job as a merchandiser, and had to resign. I got very lucky though and ended up becoming a Specialist at the Apple Store in Topanga Canyon, California. Even though I get paid a little less, it makes up in hours. I've now been working there for over a year, and it's the best decision I've ever made, part-time job wise. I'm pretty good at it and my colleagues are the best people to work with.

I've recently started taking anti-depressants, and it's really helping me. I've been able to be a better song writer and be a better person. Hopefully one day I won't need them anymore, but I've only had them for a little less than three months. I'm currently single, which I kinda prefer at the moment, but am not reluctant to fate or luck, if it were to pass me by. Even though it was really cool to be in a relationship, I'd rather focus on school and my health. I'm might've become a better musician and have lost some weight, but it doesn't mean I'm Bach and skinny.

Anyway if no one reads this, I wouldn't be surprised. When I was on here, I only knew maybe five people. This is more for me than anything, but for who ever is reading this I hope you enjoyed what I've said and possibly answered some question, if you had any.