I'll strike this
I'm sorry
It's like this
I'm attempting
To grow it
I'm trying,
You know it
But this heart
And this mind
Are so hard
To find
I'm looking,
Believeing
It's rare that
I'm breathing
I'm melting
I'm warming
My body's
performing
I'm cutting
Split open wide
Put aside
My pride
I don't care
I'm disgusting you
The truth is
I'm trusting you
I'm promising
Not to fake this
If you swear
Not to break this
You'll never know
My loving one
All these things
That I have done
You'll see
Tears fall
You'll feel
So small
I can't love you
but just know now
I will someday
Teach myslef how
