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The day in the life of Stella.
Just poetry and what not that comes to me at random intervals of time when I'm sittin' in my good ole' computer chair.
My tears stopped falling.
You aren't worth crying over.
I hate you right now.
I hate everyone and everything.
Happy endings were never meant to be.
I'm sick to my stomach and I want you to die.
There's so much pain.
So much rage.
All bubbling up inside.
I'm in so much pain.
Physical and mental.
I just want to curl up and die.
I want to feel like my shattered heart.
I want to be invisible so no one will see my tears.
I wish you were here so I could tell you what's on my mind.
I know if I did I'd end up telling you I love you.
I don't want to love you when I know you both love each other.
I don't care anymore.
I knew it wasn't meant to be.
We fought too much.
And you always breathed down my neck.
I miss your breath on my neck and your ovverprotective ways.
Guess I have to move on.
You already did.
Please don't talk to me.
Please don't look at me.
Don't make me cry again.
Don't break my heart.
You've caused enough damage.
Give me time to heal.
For if you come any time soon I'll run into your arms, sobbing.
I don't want to do that.
I don't want to feel this way.
Thank you.
For ruining my world.
I hope you two are happy.
Because I never will be.






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prose before hoes
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commentCommented on: Thu Jan 22, 2009 @ 02:06am
"laughed, grabbed his waist and walked away"
...honey, do you really think we high-fived over this? had a good laugh? darren and i both feel ******** awful.
i just want to make it better, but i don't know how.


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