These tears are falling from my eyes.
I thought I was stronger.
I thought a lot of things.
You're gone now and everything I thought is a lie.
Yes I'm a free spirit, but what about everything I did?
Everything I thought?
Every dream and hope I had?
All those smashed.
I watch as they crumble and I cry to myself.
I'll probably cry myself to sleep tonight just like I used to.
Back to my old ways.
Lonely nights.
Full of heartbreak and sorrow.
You blew out my flame.
My little bit of light.
I don't think I can do this any more.
I have to stop living this lie.
Right now my heart is broken and I just want to die.
The crazy part is I want to run to you.
I won't.
Not now.
Not today.
Not for awhile.
For right now I'm just gonna sit here and cry.
I should've never gotten so attached.
Should've never fallen in love.
It always ends up making everything worse.
The crazy part is for some reason I still love you.
But I don't want to.
I want to hate you.
Want to yell and scream at you.
But I won't.
I don't have the heart to.
You've broken it far too badly..
I don't think these wounds will ever heal.
I thought I was stronger.
I thought a lot of things.
You're gone now and everything I thought is a lie.
Yes I'm a free spirit, but what about everything I did?
Everything I thought?
Every dream and hope I had?
All those smashed.
I watch as they crumble and I cry to myself.
I'll probably cry myself to sleep tonight just like I used to.
Back to my old ways.
Lonely nights.
Full of heartbreak and sorrow.
You blew out my flame.
My little bit of light.
I don't think I can do this any more.
I have to stop living this lie.
Right now my heart is broken and I just want to die.
The crazy part is I want to run to you.
I won't.
Not now.
Not today.
Not for awhile.
For right now I'm just gonna sit here and cry.
I should've never gotten so attached.
Should've never fallen in love.
It always ends up making everything worse.
The crazy part is for some reason I still love you.
But I don't want to.
I want to hate you.
Want to yell and scream at you.
But I won't.
I don't have the heart to.
You've broken it far too badly..
I don't think these wounds will ever heal.
