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The day in the life of Stella.
Just poetry and what not that comes to me at random intervals of time when I'm sittin' in my good ole' computer chair.
"The medicine is blending in. Mixing the blood with oxygen." -Hawthorne Heights- Dead in the Water

The day was slipping away.
My mind was unwinding itself.
Losing who I was.
The needle.
Long and sharp.
Filled with the medicine.
It's blending in.
"Mixing the blood with oxygen."
Bringing me new life.
A new mind.
Fixing what was going on.
My mind is racing.
My feet pounding against the freezing pavement.
Ice cold air.
Whipping at my unprotected arms.
The pain it stings.
Oh so badly.
The freedom makes my heart ache.
Longing for their guidance.
I just want to be in his arms.
To be warm.
To make the world stop racing.
To stop my head from screaming.
To stop the torture going on within me.
The adrenaline is wearing off.
I'm in need of something else.
Something that will last.
Something that will make me strong.
Something that will help me live.
I need to live.
To see tommorow.
For if I don't awake to see the sun light.
I think my heart will break forever.
I need to see the sun so that I know he's there.
Need to know he's looking at something I can see.
Just wish this all coud be..





 
 
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