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The day in the life of Stella.
Just poetry and what not that comes to me at random intervals of time when I'm sittin' in my good ole' computer chair.
"Wake up now it's over...
just tell me it's okay to die
Wake up now it's over...
just tell me it's okay to die"- Hawthrone Heights- Life on Standby

Wish I could get to sleep at this dark hour.
Wish I could get to sleep so I could never awake.
Get lost in a dream.
Where everything is right.
No one will die.
No one will try and kill me.
You'd be there.
So would he and maybe she'd be there as well.
It'd be full of magic and wonder.
A dream world, fit for the best.
Is this what heaven truly is?
Just a little world of dreams destined for one person?
That would be an awfully kind reward for living through all of this.
What would happen if I didn't wake up and nothing happened?
Everything would be black.
No sounds.
No breathe.
No sight.
No smell.
No taste.
No nothing.
Seems emptiness is a rather harsh punishment for living through all of this.
If you had to die right now, would you bring me?
If you were to leave me, would you say goodbye?
If I was to leave you, what would you do?
Would you watch as I suffered so I could see your beautiful face?
Or would you leave me too hurt by my pain to let me have my wish.
I want to die in your arms.
I'll fall asleep and never wake up in your arms tonight.
If only my dreams weren't too much to bear..
I'd fall asleep and never awake in your arms tonight.





 
 
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