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12.10.2008

What's the last thing that felt good?
talking to kim yesterday.



How would you feel if your last ex fell in love with someone else?
you know, i probably wouldn't care.

if it stops him from telling me i'm not worth anything and i'm never going to amount to anything so i might as well kill myself, i'd be okay with whatever he wanted to do.



Who did you last hug?
Courtney


If you could move somewhere else, would you?
naw. i like it here. espically because it's nowhere near him.



Interested in anyone at the moment?
Maybe.



Are you in a good mood right now?
naw. i have a zane-like headache.



Who was the last person you spoke on the phone with for over an hour?
Kim!
My love! <3 i love her.



Do you need to say anything to someone?
Yeah. i do need to say something to quite a few someones.



What made you sad today?
don't worry about it.



Have you ever been a gymnast or a cheerleader?
Naww mann. naw.


Do you take compliments well?
sometimes.



Has a boy/girl ever called you babe or baby?
yeah, frequently.



Will you be in a relationship in four months?
probably not.



Do you like to make the first move?
nope.



Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
yeah. i really do.



Do you like to take walks?
sometimes.



Do you have anything that belongs to a boyfriend/girlfriend?
i gave it to melissa so she could hold onto it for me.



Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
sorta.



Who was the last person you had an argument with?
my mother.
who else?


Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
yeah.


Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
Hollister.
and aero


Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace?
always.



Are you afraid of falling in love?
no.



Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
you mean most of south haven? yeah.



Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
no. of course not. because it's all my fault it happened.



Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
no, kim said to cut him out of my life. and i trust her so i'm going to. i don't know what i'd do without her.



Do you want kids?
not now.



Did you go out or stay in last night?
in.



Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere, not family?
Hayden drove me home yesterday.



Whats something you really want right now?
as awful as it is i wish he would just die. it would make things easier for me.



Do you like to text or call more?
txt unless it's super important.



Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf gf?
ha. funny we're having this conversation. no, i couldn't ever. and i don't plan on it. way to mess everything up for me.



Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?
i do everyday.



Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Kesley at china buffet yesterday!


What upcoming event are you waiting and ready for?
Christmas.



Do you have any piercings or tattoos?
yeah.



Do you have anyone you can be your complete self around?
mostly everyone.



Looking back in time did you ever waste your time on a certain boy or girl?
OH YEAH.



Have you ever fallen in love with someone you didn't expect?
nope.



Do you know anyone who's pregnant?
ferr sure.