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~Anthony T.

----Fixing my mistakes-----

I was Angry at josh. So angry that i Punched him in the face during lunch... I wish i could say that... But thats not true. I sat next to him during lunch and glared at him he mimiced me and thought it was funny.

It took a while for me to forgive him but i did. I gained the courage to talk to michayla and in the end she became my girlfriend. After that nothing seemed to bother me. Ridicule stopped, and i met people who knew of my past and they tried to tell everyone of my bad past.

They thought i was the same. They thought i was a pushover. They thought they could crush my newfound spirit.

They were wrong

I saw them bickering about me and it started to spread throughout the school.

Josh and jacob were cool about it. They stuck by my side.

When this guy came up to me and called me a p***y I looked up at him and waited.
He moved to shove me, I reached for his out streched arms and Grabbed his elbows. He tryed to go for my throat but before he did i twisted with all my stength and he fell to the ground in alot of pain. Im not sure if you would count that as a fight but if you do, Thats the only one i had. besides like two others but i hardly call those fights.

The gossip and crap about me died down. I wasn't messed with again. I was a new person. My girlfriend moved in 7th grade. Hadn't had one since.. Well not a real one

When She left i thought about her for about a month and then, almost out of no where

My real personality came out. I became a cheery person who was never shy. I would always introduce myself to others and ask their name, regardless of gender or personality or attitude.

When i entered high school i became friends with more people than i can count. All of them are pretty good friends. Those people who i knew i wouldn't get along with, i simply never talked to them. I like making friends but i don't like having bad friends.

I don't smoke
I have never drank more than a sip from a Alcoholic beverage
I have no piercings
I have never done any drugs ever, Nor do i plan to
Im 5'2 sad I weigh 95 pounds Im very healthy and I get exercise by going out alot -->walking<-- and i do alot of pull ups, It takes my mind off things. Im not very strong, but Whenever I have to, I give it my all

I have a solid B average With maybe one or two C's
I like to read
.....
Hmm..
What else....
My cat died last month
sad

Well, anyway

Im a better person and I have made up for lost time. I am still a virgin. I don't plan to remain one. I'm not eager like hell but if the chance arrives ill take it. That doesn't make me a sicko does it?

Im catholic I heart Jesus Christ

If you don't, We can still be friends, I respect everyones beliefs but I expect them to respect my own
I don't care if a person is gay, straight, bisexual, or lesbian
Unless a gay guy's trying to hit on me, Thats really NOT cool

Anyway back to the point,
Which is me

Life is good, great friends, not that great of a house but its home.
I love my Family
My high school is fun to be in
I hang out with plenty of people.
But I always make a bit of time for gaia

I think im done..

Wait wait.. A few more thoughts popped in

I don't remember anything from 4 years old or under that. I had tantrums and fell backwards and let myself fall. I would hit the floor head and all. Oddly enough I sustained no physical wounds. I calmed down but Psychologicaly i lost my memory from 1-4 years old. I Can tell you the story of the first day I can remember anything about

Here goes

Im in a dream. Im bringing a little red wagon with me up my driveway. When i reach the garage everything disapears, me included, All i see is a black and white picture of my family (sisters wern't born yet so they wern't there) A green mist like substance hovers around the picture and then moves toward the picture

I wake up. I was laying on my back, My face facing up while asleep. I get up as a vampire would in the movies except i didn't cross my arms and when i got up i got up fast and i was sweating but cold at the same time. I look at my hands "anthony" I think. I look next to me and see my brother "Nick" i think out loud.
I was sharing a bed with my bother.

I think i went to sleep next, Its all too fuzzy

In the morning I reconized my Mom and Dad and other stuff came naturally.
But "Memories" likegoing somewhere doing something for the first time. All those were gone
I knew everything i had learned though. Like walking, talking, stuff like that

Well thats it

Enjoy your knowledge of most of my life