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~Anthony T. Wednesday, December 3rd, 2008~

~Part one of my story~
-----My early years----
This is about my life

Well.. about what its like up till now...


My name is Anthony, I am 15 years old. I was born on July 30th 1993

The day i was born my fathers most loved and cherished dog died.
My Mom is mexican, My dad is Italian
I have a brother and two sisters

I wear jeans all the time, Even if its 100 degrees outside
I do this because of an accident that happened to me when i was 9
I crashed on my bike into a cornfield while camping and part of my leg got cut open. Its fully healed now and i have a small scar but i have never worn shorts since.

Up till the grade 3 my only friend was my neighbor "Tyler"
I went to Texas and I became the most popular kid there.
I came back for 5th grade. I was an outcast. My friend had moved and I was all alone. No one liked me. I was wierd. I had no friends untill 6th grade ~Jr. high~

I was in a entirely new school no one knew of my terrible past. I took this to my advantage but i wasn't stupid. I ended up with two great friends that i still have to this day. Jacob and Josh. I had more friends but those people meant nothing to me. I acted cautious in Jr. high, I had real friends now. When a Guy came up looking for trouble I went silent. Never spoke. I was shoved and hit a few times but playfully.. At least for them. Things went on okay for a while, I was called gay for my two best friends being guys. I shrugged their insults off and simply told them i wasn't. I became homophobic for about a year. If a guy touched me i'd shiver and panic on the inside.

A year went by. I met a girl named michayla. I told josh i liked her and he couldn't keep his mouth shut. He told the whole school. All of the sudden the schools main topic was me. The kid who never did anything or reacted to insults liked someone. I had never been in that situation before so i was scared.

Part two will tell what happened next, don't worry, things get better