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dear journal,
i had a bad dream this mornin. it was so bad i wanted to wake up but i couldn't! thats how bad it was....... anyways i wish i could be more confident bout my singin. i want to show people how well i can sing but i cant. i always chicken out whenever i am bout to show someone. anyways...... last friday was my school dance. i dint go. my team was hostin it. a lot of people from my team and a few of my friends asked me if i was goin, but i said no cuz i wasn't goin. anyways, each person kept akin me the same question like they knew somethin i didnt. like they knew someone was gonna be there or somethin that wanted to talk to me or somethin...... i would be sad if this certain someone was the someone i had a crush on.... well still have a crush on. that would be so totally depressin if that were the case.but, i highly doubt that would happen. i mean thats like physically impossible. anyways, nm goin on here. well i gotta go so byez!