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Dear journal,
Okay so what on earth do i do? I don't know how you feel and it's driving me nuts. You act like you like me but each day it feels like it's harder and harder to believe that you do. Each day without an answer i feel more lost and every time we hangout, hug, or do anything it's confusing. There's probably only one person who knows what i'm talking about right now and if you're reading this please don't say anything. I just don't know if i should keep waiting after this next week or not. I might not because i'm not gonna wait for an answer that seems like i'll never get it. I know i said i'd give you time to sort things out but i hope you do it soon. I just dont want to feel this way forever and i'm sick of people bringing up the fact are we gonna date or not and teasing me cuz it only makes me think of everything over again. I mean i thank you greatly for still being my friend and treating me the same but sometimes its almost as if youre kind of ignoring the fact. Maybe you are and maybe you arent, i dont think so mostly cuz u have teased me but oh well. I just dont know what to do with myself and i wont until i know your answer.