Not a whole lot going on. I'm still kind of in between moods, but now its more like...like the flu. I'll be happy one moment, then somebody mentions HIM and his new GF (if you call it female....Yes yes, that is petty, but cut me some slack. I can be bitter and angry for a few days.) and its like that sudden sick feeling when you are about to throw up. It comes and goes untill I can fight it back and forget he exists again. There are a few guys, maybe two, that I do kind of like. I won't list them here. That's my personal business and I don't want anyone making a big deal about it or spreading rumors around. I've already said that I am not ready for any relationship just yet and I intend to stick to that. I don't want to get hurt like that again.
I'm getting back into the things I like. Anime, for one. Full Metal Alchemist should be out on DVD now. It's one of my ABSOLUTE favorite animes, despite the fact that I first saw it whilst cuddled up to Ron. I've been getting money from random work lately and I'm thinking about saving up $100 and going to buy it and some more anime stuff. Maybe I'll get some Cowboy Bebop DVDs too.
Interesting Guy let me borrow his Transformers movie. Transformers had never been one of my biggest favorites, but I didn't realize it was an anime type thing before it was the computer generated tv show. I liked this movie. It was an amazing 80s type thing, but none the less it was interesting. You gotta love a movie where the good guys try to defeat the bad guy by either literally kicking his a** or attacking his crotch. I couldn't tell which side it was. Also when he dies, green beams of light shot from his chest, which he covered like a woman trying to hide her boobs. I giggled. Leonard Nimoy(sp?) voiced the main baddy too. Pretty cool stuff.
Random people keep friendslisting me. Not that I mind, but from their profiles it appears they are newbies that joined the day the listed me, and I haven't posted anywhere in upwards of two or three days. I just wish they'd PM me and tell me who they are. I'm wondering how they got my username.
I spent some time with my small friend. We ended up in the UMC forever. I didn't mind. I'm sposed to hang out with her tomorrow since we didn't get to do much, but I may not be able to.
I joined art club today...sorta. Mei-chan wanted to join so I joined too. I was thinking about it before but I didn't make my mind up untill she said she wanted to also. The only other people I know in the club are EX and Friend's friend. As much as Ex amuses me, I do feel like I'm seriously getting in the way when he is around his GF or that I just shouldn't be there, so I didn't want to join without someone else I could talk to. I mean, I know she has said that she doesn't mind and all, but I really hate stepping on other people's toes, if you'll pardon the old expression, and I just want to be sure I don't bother anyone.
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I didnt know I was so amusing to you
I guess I like amusing you, probly because I still consider you a close friend thats kinda far away.
Oh if your wondering how i got into this and found your screen name even though you didn't post anyware you should ask Michell she knows.
You know Im glad I didn't come on here and hear bad things about amusing little EX.
You know I care about you I always have and I guess saying sorry for the times I couldn't really express it wouldn't really help but you know what Im really sorry.
I dont think I have to ask for your forgiveness, I think you already forgave me and if you didn't im just gonna pretend like you did wink
You know Bianca (Girlfriend-you probly already knew that) Isn't much the Jelouse type
I kinda forced her to give me a high amount of trust, (Not a Bad thing) Well she trust me enough. If you want you can even Call me some time for any reason eek whee gonk
Thats if you can ever get me at home
I'll send the numbers later.
These Anime freaks can get a little stalkish some times
sweatdrop Just kiding xd
p.s. just incase you didn't notice I like playing with the Smilies