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June 13th 2008 DEPRESSING
Ok, so I just started summer vacation today. You expect it to be an awesome, fun-filled day, but it's the exact opposite. I'm losing some of my best friends left, and right. Made a horrible choice, that I grow to regret more, and more as time goes on.... my summer is starting out as a complete hell.... everything is just spiraling down for me. I hate the choices I have made, I hate the fact that I get so bitchie, and half the time don't even realize it. So, I end-up hurting peoples feelings, or freaking out on someone I didn't mean too, or for that matter even want too. When I do get bitchie, I freak out on all the wrong people, my friends, my best-friends, guys I like, etc. I'm just having a horribly stressful day! D: I made this RP about an Inn, and I told the people to PM me to join, so I had like 19 PMs and my computer was running slow, and I was in a rally with one of my really good friends, and I was on AIM. I had to add all the people to the RP which was really irritating and frustrating. At the same time, I had to talk to about 4 people about completely different subjects, and I had to reply to all the posts in the forums. So I ended up freaking out on my good friend in the rally, and I left him with a guy he hates. (We aren't really talking right now, so I don't know if we are ever gonna talk again) I yelled at my friend on AIM (Apologized soon after) and I wrote something in my forum un-related to anything by accident! And guess what -.- just now that guy I was just talking about in a rally, just came in my other one, but I flipped out on my OTHER friend, and left. Ugh.... I hate my life...
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