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ok part 1 (and i) is suposed to rhyme evrything else is just freewrite

And I?

You sang and you danced around the glorious fire outside
And I ?
I sat and i watched as the flames told me what to do in theyre own way and i abid
You laughed and you sang and all was well on your day, with friends all around
And I?
I sat outside by the lake alone wishing and waitng and staring at the ground
You wrote your poetry on nature and love
And I?
I wrote about the death of the Dove

You stood strong and proud even through those sad times
You never let them get to you or make you cry
I sheild you and protected you from things unknown
I took twice as many blows from them and the tears fell as i guarded your heart
You , so unaware of what i had done for you found me a mess all alone
You bandaged my wounds and took home you taught me of love and life once more
I was glad for the first time in so long and i rememeber thanking you
I had carefully nursed our new friendship even though we were so different
You learned of many things from me aswell as i had learned from you
You learned of sorrow and of death and not to be afraid of them to ebrace them
We were both so strong so different you no longer afriad and i no longer sad
We could not be seperated the two of us so alive and happy not wasting a second
You soon became ill and slowly the force i once was grasped by took you away
You died while i was still mad at you for things i do not remember
Two became one and the tears that i shed were no longer from joy
Two became one and i became me alone empty and sorronded by death
Youre name was Shay Shay a simple beautiful name i will always remember
My name is Kayla a name of the new a name i hope you will remember
So my friend i see our friendship did not last all my life but maybe it will go farther
Maybe when my time comes to join you we will still be full of joy and the spirit we had
I just want you to know that i wrote this for you with tears in my eyes
You would have said cheer up kayla its time to be happy while you can
You would have playfully teased me intill i laughed and i cant help but smile
Smile at the memory of you and at what you did, who your were
Smile becouse you would want me to becouse i want you to be with me in my heart
So Shaybug as i called you once please know i will always remmeber you in joy and not in greif
becouse i know you would want that to see me smile at life
becouse i know you wouldnt agree with your memory being sad or anythign about you being sad
so i say goodbye to my sorrow as i see what you always saw
joy

Rest in peice my dear friend