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What makes me significant? What makes YOU significant. What effect on the world do you have. Why am i even writing this pointless s**t if nobody reads it. Im not sure anymore why im even alive. I get this feeling like there is something more, something making me feel like there is more out there then just, you. I dont want to feel this, because i cant even begin to comprehend these thoughts. Why are all of my attempts to communicate this feeling futile? Im really not sure. What makes us human? What defines the logical from the present? How do we even know the present is a time and not a place. We could be living in this world, this universe, in the dark. I just want something to break this endless night and tell me why in the ******** i am here. I dont know if you are real, if anything is real. I am me, and you are you. there is two different perspectives on the situation. For i think this may be a dream. BEcause nobody has the same life experiences. But is that what makes up unique? Can we really be defined by events? Why must humans perceive the world as ours. We do not rule this chunk of rock, for at any time our existence may be smothered by the slightest imbalance. I will always wait for that day, when i can truly find me meaning. But for now, i am lost, such as so many other minds in this world.