What have I done?
What am I still doing?
After all you’ve done for me…
Look away from this monster that I’ve become
I can’t bear to look in my mirror anymore
My soul is cut and it’s bruised
I’m fallin’ apart and I cry
Yes, I cry inside
For my eyes have gone dry
My heart has gone cold
My hands are so numb
I can’t feel anything at all!
I think I should change
But my mind’s gone away
So how can I think?
Which cleanses deeper; the rain or the fire?
Can I just wash it all away?
Or should I burn it to ash?
This monster has lost his sense of direction
Or maybe it’s lying to me
Trying to make me scream
I guess I’m going down
Or else this wouldn’t make sense
After hours of thinking
The conclusion escapes me
Maybe ‘cuz I’ve posed no question
I never could see the future
But it’s growing harder to see the present
Why does it have to be this way?
All around me buildings are fallin’
How long ’til I crumble too?
Perhaps I can learn and prevent certain doom
How? I don’t know
Or else I wouldn’t have this to say
I know when you see me
You judge me
But I know that you’re wrong
You’ve not seen my soul
You’ve not seen my mind
How could you know who I am?
Turn the blind eye
Do not sacrifice
My life is worth nothing to you
I know before I’m gone that I’ll cause you more strife
So let this fiend be or else he’ll unleash
And unfortunately come after you
Learn from my transgressions
Do not become this beast
He’ll eat at your soul until you let go
His fire will ultimately consume you…
 Clave Kreed · Mon May 26, 2008 @ 06:12pm · 3 Comments |
