Life.
It's such a pain in the a**.
So many complications.
Why does my mother have to lie?
Be such a hypocrite,
Sugar coat life?
Bull s**t me and then ask for help
And turn to god?
Guys.
They're such a pain in the head.
So much confusion.
Why does my boyfriend have to be over the top?
And lie,
And cheat,
Then not admit it?
Then expect me to be happy?
And always make me feel worse when he tries to make me feel better?
People.
So much s**t.
They're always in my way.
Why do they always hurt me?
And make me feel like hell,
And wear me out,
Then expect a smile on my face?
And relentlessly make me want to die?
This is all so painful.
So hard.
I thought life was easy.
I was sadly mistaken.
I miss the old days,
Back when things were simple.
And JaJa was alive.
Things were never easy, but never were they this hard either.
I need a holiday.
I'm glad I get to see my cousin this weekend.
He always helps.
When I need to cry, he's always there.
It's such a pain in the a**.
So many complications.
Why does my mother have to lie?
Be such a hypocrite,
Sugar coat life?
Bull s**t me and then ask for help
And turn to god?
Guys.
They're such a pain in the head.
So much confusion.
Why does my boyfriend have to be over the top?
And lie,
And cheat,
Then not admit it?
Then expect me to be happy?
And always make me feel worse when he tries to make me feel better?
People.
So much s**t.
They're always in my way.
Why do they always hurt me?
And make me feel like hell,
And wear me out,
Then expect a smile on my face?
And relentlessly make me want to die?
This is all so painful.
So hard.
I thought life was easy.
I was sadly mistaken.
I miss the old days,
Back when things were simple.
And JaJa was alive.
Things were never easy, but never were they this hard either.
I need a holiday.
I'm glad I get to see my cousin this weekend.
He always helps.
When I need to cry, he's always there.
