Ohhhmygod!! 2day was good in many ways...but it was also horrible in soo many ways......this thing between koolaidguy1840 and i hurts...a lot =[ It's not fair tht he moved. It's not at all fair 2 ne1. I'm in love with him..but..i care about sum1 else 2...
the original plan when koolaidguy1840 broke up with me was tht him and i would take a dating break from each other for about 2 months...well guess wat happened...i got to know sum1 within those 2 months...and i rly like them...she's amazing. And now tht th 2 months is over...koolaidguy1840 asked me back out!! (...O.O!"!" wink ....**sighs**...this is so hard!!! This girl...my heart pounds so hard when she's around..i drift off in thought when I'm with her...not in th way tht she's boring me or ne thing...i drift off into thought about her.. i get lost in her eyes...her very amazing, almost hypnotic (in a good way) light blue eyes....*thinks*...Grr...This is really ******** stressful...I've called windblower (that's part of her username here on gaia) and her and i tlked about what i should do..I'm almost in tears over this...it's not tht i don't want 2 b with her b/c i do!..But i also love koolaidguy1840.. s**t man..... It's like torture trying 2 figure out wat I'm gunna do about this situation...Here's what I'm listening 2 btw....
(Trapt ROCKS!!!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xdNWNJ8c8mI
Ok srry i just thought i might share this with u guys..(whoever's reading this tht is..)....shiiiiit....
~max1320~
P.S.....GRRR!!!
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