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I can't kiss you hello
I can't kiss you goodbye
I can't lean on your shoulder
I can't call you my boyfriend
I can't be called your girlfriend
I can't say I'd go threw all of hell for you
But most of all i can't tell you i love you.

Sean, these things are the things i miss the most
I wish could still say i love you to you but i know it wouldn't be right
I know i should just keep it 2 myself
I sit in my silent corner thinking and wishing
"Hopeless hope" in the words of me
I'm sorry I've dragged you threw this drama
You deserve better then me as it is
I guess you realized that
Maybe you even realized that before you dumped me
or maybe you realized it long long ago
I think you know what I'm trying to say...

I miss you Sean.

I miss being your girlfriend! And kissing you,and just being around you! This is torture. The long distance relationship was hard for me to. I'm sorry i couldn't be a better girlfriend. I'm sorry i was such a b***h. I guess i still am. I
'm sorry Sean. I'm so so sorry.
But thank you. For putting up with me for as long as you did. Almost 9 months. Wow. You were the best boyfriend I've ever had. And i wish you the best.
I'll never forget all of the times we spent just talking. Our memories lie safely in my mind and heart. Forever and ever i will be in love. You're the guy i had always pictured myself with. But i never actually thought I'd be with you. I know this is probably stupid and corny but i still feel this is needed 2 be done. There are a few things i want 2 say 2 you...but over the phone if not in person.


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