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im scared and i never wanna dream again.. horror nightmare yet unreal but i wasnt sure if i was awake or asleep.. im awake now.. it was a nightmare tht brought me to a point where i really had to go to the bathroom..

- i was at skool sitting in the gym room with ethan.. he kepy playing with my hair and we sat listening to an instructor. he looked over at ethan fiddling with my hair and yelled at him telling him to go out to the lockers. so ethan left sitting out there.. then it was time to leave so we just got up and left. i walked home with chantel as we started pulling off things. doors to mailboxes and such. we finally reached my house and there was some guy sitting in a small mustang. chantel laughed and pulled off the hood of his car. the guy came out and looked down at her saying "what the hell was that for ? you wanna go ?!" then he starting beating chantel.. i ran inside yelling to my mom and dad. i got upstairs and explained "some guy is furious and now hes beating up chantel !" my mom ignored the situation and all my dad said was "shell be fine" so i replied "screw u guys.." i ran into my room and grabbed my metal baseball bat and ran back outside. i began slamming the baseball but against his head but i was so small and weak it didnt affect him. he just stood there then grabbed me. i pushed him away and hiy him again with the baseball bat then ran inside. he grabbed me midway into the hall as i kept screaming " mom ! dad ! hes got me !" they just called back "youll be fine, just go play with chantel". i kept kicking and squirming until there were two guys in my kitchen. i kept hitting them with my bat. i smacked one in the head as it started to bleed. he fell over onto the floor and reached his hand into his chest and ripped out his heart saying, "id give u my heart" then laughed with a twisted grin. the other stood pulling out his guts and such. i ran upstairs back into my parents room and locked the door. i turned around looking at them as i cried "no this isnt real. i must be dreaming.. wake up.. wake up.." i looked around and i fell down hitting my hand on the vaccum scared. ((thats the point my rl hand started to hurt)). i said " this cant be real. none of these things can happen.." "help.." then i woke up.. -

i wish to never dream.. again