Well prom is over and done with. I expected it to be way different than how it actually was; it was totally tame compared with how movies and stuff portray prom. It was fun, but I know we could've made it rock way more. LOL I must say that Military Ball was waaay funner than prom, though. I don't know why that is but I just felt as if MB kicked Prom's bunghole. LOL The time I spent with my friends (and mostly my boyfriend) is what redeemed the night, though. My time with my boyfriend made the high school social event of the year utterly worthwhile. OMG he looked sooo hott in his tux! I was glomping all over the place. LOL (although I didn't show it much) He was being extra sweet last night, too, saying that it was our special night, holding me, telling me he loves me, kissing me, just plain being sweet with me. He refused to give me up to my friends last night too which made me appreciate him that much more. In a way, he became me last night. LOL Well in the sense that he wanted me around him all the time...and oddly enough, I wanted to be with him as much as possible, but I felt as if I needed to spend time with my friends as well. He wasn't going for that and I obliged cuz I didn't want to ruin the night (although I did a few times) and also cuz I just really wanted to spend time with him too. I don't regret not spending time with my friends, but I know some of their feelings may be hurt because of the little attention I paid them. For that, I am sorry. I just totally enjoyed prom because of him, though. *sigh* If only we could go back so we could spend much more time together...
OMG I can't stop thinking about him and how he was last night. The fact that he didn't want to let me go still has me in shock. LOL If it sounded like I was complaining about that in the previous paragraph, I'm sorry, but I totally wasn't. Why would I complain that the one I love wanted us to spend time with only each other on our prom night when I'm the same way all the time? That would be very hypocritical of me. I'm actually very happy about that fact. (the one of him wanting to spend as much time as possible with me last night, I mean) I only wish that I could've taken a hint sooner and not been such an idiot and just run around like an idiot not knowing that all he wanted was to be with me the whole night. I am a retard of course...although I think I may have barely saved the night for us towards the end. Either way, prom was fun and I am extremely happy that I got to be with him. I wish our group could've done something fun afterwards instead of just going home. It would've been so awesome to go bowling or at least go out to dinner, but I guess that's what today is for. Hooray for the movies! blaugh I am totally looking forward to seeing him again today and spending some more time with him. I hope it's not too late to spend time with just him. It is gonna be a dark theater after all... mrgreen Welp, that's prom night for ya. I will write about movie night later on. Hope it's a fun one. LOL Watch it be funner than prom night. razz Laterz! heart
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but dont worry, both paragraphs seemed like you were happy, had ablasht n everuything.
glafd to hear you all had a awsome time
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