I'm so tire, it's a** am in the morning (a.k.a 4:10 am) and I feel so bloody tire that I just want to sleep and destroy this book while I sleep....which doesn't make sense but then again, it doesn't have to.
I've never had such a greater need to talk to my sister than the one I have now.
10 or so more questions and then I have to start on everything else that's due tomorrow.
things aren't sinking in. time, people's words, needs, locations. nothing sinks in and I'm worried cause I see things coming but it's like I'm stuck in the same day cause I keep thinking I have school next week and I still think I'm not living in this month.
I've been missbehaving and I wonder were this will get me to. I have bruises on my legs and arms and I have no idea how they got there.
Ra, I miss them. I need a drink every time I think of how much I've messed up.
in all honesty I truly want to get some speed or something like that. I want to leave this....whatever it is.
7 days without eating and that's my new record. I know I'll start again after father's borthday and I can't wait but the days don't seem to move.
I'm tire and I wish I could tell her how much I miss her and how much she means to me. my sister.
 yamiruri · Mon Apr 21, 2008 @ 09:19am · 0 Comments |
