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InuYasha fan Fiction




Death, pain, misery, heart ache; emotions that consume everyone some point in their lives, some obtain it soon then others. It consumes everything, twisting and turning everything and anything good into a pit of darkness. The warm touch of a lover, fresh baked food and the smile of a child seems nothing more than a cruel joke; the touch now feeling as if deaths boney fingers are calling for your spirit, Food tastes rotten, and the child’s smile nothing more than a memory of the things that once had importance in life.
For me Death came swiftly on silent wings as it slaughtered my parents. I remembered as a young child my father, the lord of the northern lands, taking me to visit the Lord of the Western lands; my father and the Lord where close friends as both my mother and his wife where friends at the ceremony of their son Sesshoumaru birth.
Once my mother died and the Lords wife left Sesshoumaru’s father, the lord would often meet for meetings at their places of leisure, Tagging along meant I had the chance to learn what my father did to educate me in the ways of the Land so I could rule them when my father passed on; the extra gift was the company of the Lords son, We where friends but nothing more, but this visit would be different.

As we came closer to the large doors at the main entrance my little hands clutched tighter around the stuffed brown bear that the young boy gave me, Sesshoumaru. I felt something strange, as if death was on the air itself, teasing anyone that felt it. My little mind told me not to move for if I did only destruction lay ahead. Inu-Taishou treated me as if I was part of his own kin, which was absurd for her since he was an Inu demon and Lord and I was a Neko demon. Flashes of what may be waiting on the other side filled my head; my little hand squeezed the large hand of my fathers. “Do not fear Mikira I am here to protect you, nothing will happen,” He tried to decease the panic in my heart, but alas it did nothing then make my small body shake with fear. My father was all that was left and if anything happened to him I would be in charge of the North, A child the age of 6 would rule and the towns people wouldn’t have that, “Please Father I do not like the feeling the Lords lands is sending.” My large orange and yellow eyes stared at my father. Eyes that resembled the sunset that mother pasted to daughter, it was hard to look into those eyes so full of panic and pain, “Mikira…” He sighed out, kneeling so gray eyes where inline to the beautiful eyes of his young daughter, “Everything will be fine, just think how much fun you will have playing with Sesshoumaru and Inu-Taishou.” He engulfed the small girl in a hug, lifting her from the ground as she hugged the bear and her father.
The doors opened with a loud creak as the guards stood at attention, hands on swords incase the panic, as if something should happen if we made any wrong movements. “Greetings milord, milady” they bowed showing respect. “Gentleman, no need to bow,” my father laughed out, he never did like people bowing for he did not like to think of himself better then the people below him for they both needed each other. “Yes milord,” one responded, knowing quite well he would not listen to my father. “Lord Inu-Taishou is in the study awaiting you; shall I fetch a servant to lead you?” The guard asked, my father replied with a quick no as he readjusted me on his hip then proceeded to the Lords Study area.
This day would be the last day I saw my father alive, after speaking with Inu-Taishou for a while Father decided to take me for a walk as Sesshoumaru was not feeling himself today. My little hand was clutching my father’s hand as my other hand wrapped around my bear. The bear was a gift from Inu-Taishou and Sesshoumaru when mother died; it held a small gem’s as eyes, the gem of their blood; the small green gem looked at everything yet nothing at the same time, following everyone’s movements but not seeing anything at all.
The lands around the castle where dark with trees blocking out the sun, thought a nice fresh breeze blew over my father and I, Fathers long wavy purple hair whipped at his neck, his beautiful hair the glowed in the sunlight, the hair I was lucky enough to inherit, the only thing I have left of my father.
The woods became darker and darker, my small hand held his tight; noises seemed to echo around us, the trees seemed to hold something unseen; an unseen enemy was larking behind trees that consumed my father and I. The same panic and dread engulfed my small body, “Father let us leave, and I do not like it here.” I clutched his hand tighter somehow knowing this was the last I would see of him; his beautiful shinning gray eyes and purple hair, his eyes shown concern when the smell of a demon hit his nose. “Mikira I want you to stand behind me,” father said in his demanding tone that he used for his soldiers. I did as father said not wanting to make him enraged.
Everything happened so fast, I saw flashes of reds, blacks and silver; the colors of Inu-Taishou rivals, the group of demons that where trying to take the lands from him. A large wait fell on top of ma and all went black as my little lungs could not receive the much needed air.

I woke up in a bed that I knew all too well, the bed I stayed in when my father and I traveled to Inu-Taishou land, ‘It was all a dream.’ I thought to myself, not allowing my mind to repeat the lies. Weight could be felt on the right side of the bed, as if someone was sitting on it staring at me, willing for my eyes to open. “Father?” I questioned still not allowing my eyes to open; A small hand grabbed a hold of my small hand, his small hand sent waves of sorrow and concern making me finally except it was not a dream. “Sesshoumaru is father ok?” I asked him when opening my eyes, his eyes healed tears that would not fall down his cheeks. I attempt to lift my small hand but only found it heave as if bound and broken. “Where’s father?” I questioned again, tears threatening to break the surface; but he did nothing but look down tightening his grip around my hand. “Father!” I cried out, so many emotions rushed through my body at once; Sadness, Depression, Sorrow, Anger, hatred for one’s self and finally disappointment for not figuring it out sooner. I knew something bad was going to happen but never something as bad as this; As I let tears flood my eyes Sesshoumaru embraced my small shaking body into a hug, also letting a few tears run down his cheeks, but still keeping his hard expression on.
Once I felt calm enough to stand Sesshoumaru helped me to Inu-Taishou’s room for comfort yet all I felt was annoyance; Annoyed that Inu-Taishou did nothing about them before when he was having problems with them. When he looked upon me his eyes filled with tears once again, I clung to Sesshoumaru hand not wanting to get near his father, afraid of what might happen when I drew near yet despite the look I gave him he pushed me in the room and closed the door behind me.
Inu-Taishou opened his arms out wide, this gesture made me break into a run and I jumped into his warm hands and cried my eyes out. I cried until there was nothing left to cry, we both where crying but for different reasons; I cried out of sorrow and the Lord from guilt, he cried for allowing his friend to die……