So... I'm trying to keep the preparatory course in the morning and the college on afternoon? (two hours to arrive there)
plus two hours to come back in home...
3 hours in avarege for "free time" if the bus don't be late....
Oh... I forgot that I need to do the homework from course and read a lot of books in a few time...?
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I'm afraid... I'm really afrait, it makes me remember the "motto" "Give your 100% always"
But I'm afraid to break down
I don't have support enought, not by myself yet
I saw my limit last time when I broke and fell in depress =.=
I'm almost giving up the college...
should I give a try for much longer?
still in the 1st/2nd week of "test period" if I'll stay or not
History is a interesting course, but I hate to have to do the resume....
Not much complains against having to read...
but at the same time I fear to don't try the other college course again...
But... o well... in stress my mind break easily and I usually fall in despair and lost the controls, and usually I see almost everything going down.
It's a matter of time of how long I can keep this anxious...
It's my indecision or lack of will power...
whathever.... =___=
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