Feeling blank
My room, just so dank
Finding a way to escape
I want to find something to replace
The void in my heart
I have lived my life day by day
And now i feel its time to pay
For All of my sins
Where the truth ends, my hell begins
My mind can start
The light shines through my hands
My thought will echo through the lands
And be heard
By every Amoeba, child, and bird
I can begin to under stand
When will my life end?
Will ever find a real friend?
Will i ever find romance?
Answers that dance through the nights sky, dance
When my life ends, ill be back where i began
Rant portion
Well, in every possible situation i have had in romance. It turns out the person i like just wants to be "Friends". Im really sick of this bullshit, you know i dont see why people seem to ******** hate me so god damn much! I have dealt with to much s**t in my life just to get turned down by some b***h who likes somebody else. You say things like "Ill still love you" feeding me these lies through my feeding tube while at the same time slipping in extacy, Valium, morphine, and other assorted things to keep me quiet. Well im not staying quiet anymore! its time for me to rise up and find my true self! if it means breaking away from all of these meaningless ******** i know, i will. Its time for me to find my truth! my ******** ideal! My ******** paradise! And minute by minute i begin to exclude you from these things.
You know what? I dont care anymore, I really dont. When you have never had a substantial relationship with a person it gets to be to the point where im just about ready to say ******** it! and just remain single. It would kill me inside, it really would. But its better then getting my ******** heart broken by some nobody. To tell you the truth, staying single for my life would kill me inside.
Really, I dont give a ******** anymore. So dont expect me to give a ******** about your love life either. Because i ******** DONT =D.
Whoever said "Its better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all" Was ******** wrong.
Hope you enjoyed my rant, Stay tuned for more bitching at things happening in my life.
My room, just so dank
Finding a way to escape
I want to find something to replace
The void in my heart
I have lived my life day by day
And now i feel its time to pay
For All of my sins
Where the truth ends, my hell begins
My mind can start
The light shines through my hands
My thought will echo through the lands
And be heard
By every Amoeba, child, and bird
I can begin to under stand
When will my life end?
Will ever find a real friend?
Will i ever find romance?
Answers that dance through the nights sky, dance
When my life ends, ill be back where i began
Rant portion
Well, in every possible situation i have had in romance. It turns out the person i like just wants to be "Friends". Im really sick of this bullshit, you know i dont see why people seem to ******** hate me so god damn much! I have dealt with to much s**t in my life just to get turned down by some b***h who likes somebody else. You say things like "Ill still love you" feeding me these lies through my feeding tube while at the same time slipping in extacy, Valium, morphine, and other assorted things to keep me quiet. Well im not staying quiet anymore! its time for me to rise up and find my true self! if it means breaking away from all of these meaningless ******** i know, i will. Its time for me to find my truth! my ******** ideal! My ******** paradise! And minute by minute i begin to exclude you from these things.
You know what? I dont care anymore, I really dont. When you have never had a substantial relationship with a person it gets to be to the point where im just about ready to say ******** it! and just remain single. It would kill me inside, it really would. But its better then getting my ******** heart broken by some nobody. To tell you the truth, staying single for my life would kill me inside.
Really, I dont give a ******** anymore. So dont expect me to give a ******** about your love life either. Because i ******** DONT =D.
Whoever said "Its better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all" Was ******** wrong.
Hope you enjoyed my rant, Stay tuned for more bitching at things happening in my life.
