Have you ever noticed that the computer hides your true feelings? It does. Like you can be happy on the computer, joking and having a good time, yet in your mind you can be crying, or upset or just....eh. No emotion at all.
I was just thinking about that because I was joking and having fun but then I realized that I had no emotion.
Half the time I have no emotion, but yet I 'act' happy or what not. Although, when I laugh, it's a genuine laugh. I can't fake a laugh. But there's always a way to know when I'm really smiling, I don't know what yet, but there is a way.
I'm listening to a song right now, "Smile" by Lonestar. I downloaded it. Now time for Kevin Sharpe. More country people.
Does anyone really know you? I mean, everything about you? I have no secrets, but I don't think that anyone really knows anything about me. It's just really boring. Both the simple stuff, like never being on a rollercoaster, and then the stuff that shocks people, never had a boyfriend, never been kissed...yadda yadda yadda. (Note; don't want to be kissed until later in life. Just for my reference.)
I'm lost in my world half the time, or in an anime world. Although I know what's going on in the world and my life. Although I have no clue what is going to happen. I do dream a lot, who doesn't? Dream of the future, of love. Not often though, as I said, most of the time I'm in my own world, or reading stories. hehehe. Any stories.
Hm...it seems like I like a lot of short songs. Darn it.
 1wickedmind · Tue Jul 19, 2005 @ 07:27am · 0 Comments |
