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MY SONGS AND POEMS (please dont steal, make ur own) ^^
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title: longing
so many places we long to go
so many things we long to know
roads we can live
some will take and others will give
but no matter where we are
or what road we live that goes o so far
were all connected through one single part
we all have a heart
ocmpassion and love is what we all need
doing so allows you to be free'd
but for now im still jailed
ive tried so hard but my attempts have failed
so im looking for the right one
to take the right road
the one who can free me from this burden
but share the load
so many places we long to go
love is what i long to know
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title:what i feel is love
when i see your face
i have to slow down my pace
because my heart is skipping a beat
when i feel your lips
i feel surrounded with bliss
when i hear your voice
i have to stop to make sure its not void
when i see your eyes meet mine ever so slightly
i feel my cheeks trickle blushes ever so brightly
i cant get you out of my head
without you, i have no purpose im dead
i pray to god you were here
with me, but for now it is only your voice i can hear
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ttitle:nothing to live for
its so hard trying to live
with nothing to live for
its raining on me but i dont care i say let it pour
you make me have a purpse in this world
took me out of my hell
you put life into this empty shell
and if you go and leave me int his place
all alone in this world
memories of that empty shell
i wont be able to erase
i am so sick of these games god is playing
if u die it may be my own life ill be laying
its so hard tryiong to liuve
when ill have nothing to live for
let it pour
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title: if
if friends are all we need to get through the day
im set for life
but its not that simple is it?
if true love conquers all
im easily defeated
but fairytales are rare arent they?
if is a word used when things arent true
there are many if's in the world
if's that parents tell
if's meant to hurt
and if's meant to help get you through they day
if....
if only...
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title: rain
tiny droplets
dancing across the windsheild
in an endless serenade
clashing with fellow droplets
forming bulb shaped aliens
the soft sounds of tiny taps and taunting claps
cleaning the field ever so sneakly
leaving only the crisp clean air in its wake
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title: no one is there
if i were to fall
no one would be there
if i were to cry
no one would care
if i were to bleed
you wouldnt aid me
if i were to be lost in the dark
you wouldnt help me find the key to the light
if i were to scream out
no one would choose to hear me
they say im emo, punk, weird, rude
im none of those things
go ahead call me a shrew
but im just me
because i choose to be different
because i choose not to fake it
because im me
you choose not to be there
when i fall
not to care
when i cry
to to aid me
as i bleed
not to search
when i roam, lost in the dark
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title: one
in this world
you only get one chance
to make a good impression
in this life
you only get one true love
to tell them of ur love
in this unforseen darkness
your given one chance to find the light
and come back with renewed zeal
in these eyes
your the only one to make my heart stop
to make me smile truly from my heart
so make the greatest
first impression
meet your true love
find the light
make my heart stop
in this world
in this life
in this unforseen darkness
in these eyes
your my first impression
your my light
your my renewed zeal
your my greatest
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title:darkness
are you scared
when you look into the nothingness
it is because you know it is inevitable
bound to fall into the dark pit
are you scared
when the nothingness concumes you
it is because you knoe you cant resist it
the darkness in your heart has destined you for this
dont struggle
the darkness¬hingness in ur heart is pure
why couldnt u have listenind to me now look at the empty shell u have become
dont struggle the darkness¬hingness will only destroy you
why couldnt you have paddled through the dark swamp you had created uknowingly drowning
hush, hush
the pain will soon be over
the darkness will only get pleasure from your tears
hush, hush
the tears wilkl soon turn black
the darnkess has consumed you
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title: black tears
there are many tears
tears of happiness
tears of joy
tears of sadness
tears of agony
but these are tears of another kind
black tears
dark and cold with my pain and anger
my frutration
and endless pit of secret pain, dispair and hatred
the black tears flow from my heart
doomed to flow for eternity
clawing there way down my face
secretly, hiding behind this happy mask
they flow in a serenade
connecting every drop to my very escence
like leeches
corrupting me
black tears
staning my face
draining me of my humanity
i cant find the strengnth to depart from it
they know they are curse
cursed to live in this fleshy container they call human
i cant get rid of them
for the more i think of you
the more i think of the agony, pain and suffering
then, once my heart turns to stone
they populate
black tears
tearing me apart
i cant help but cry these...
black tears
on the inside im no longer human
so screwed up
the waterfall of black tears lives withing me
(repeats beggining to the first black tears)
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--------------------------SONGS!!------------------------
title: hello
someone, out there can you hear me calling
in so alone in this world
fighting demons
and i dont know how much long i can stand this
i never knew how lonley it could be
with no one there beside you
how loud my echo could be heard (echo affect)
this ghost town life just isnt for me
(instrumental)
(yell) hello, hello
can you here me thorugh the static
(radio/staticy) hello, hello
i need you here with me
i couldnt have burned paradiase (back: us)
because these tree's are still here
(yell) this fire still burns
(no music)
no answers to what ive done!
(music comes back louder)
or where youve gone!! (goes higher and higher)
Hello, hello
can someone hear me calling
and i can yell
and i can scream
but in the end you cant hear me
i reach out
and phase right through you
aimlessly, worthlessly shouting out to you
hello, hello, hello
(repeat until fade out)
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title: Dear Diary
dedicated to: my dad
dear diary your the only comfort i have now
dear diary dad left today
i heard mom cry for the first time
i got down on my knees
nearly crying myself to sleep
and i prayed(goes down)
over and over again (does down/up)
bring him back to me
(quick instrumental)
i shouted to the sky
i need you (echo affect)
(quicker)
you said you'd always be there for me (back: deprived of a father's love a heart-wariming hug)
you lied
i cried
and that day a part of me died
dear diary
(normal)
i entrust these feelings to you
these once life filled eyes that looked up to him have died away
and until you bring him back to mr
what lie behind these nothingness eyes will remain
what lie behind these eyes are the tears ive cried
dear diary ive been waiting and waiting
dear diary will this miracle happen for me?
(repeat from i got down on my knees)
im losing faith
and i still cry myself to sleep at night
looks liek daddy lied again
said he'd be coming home
ive been waiting
and prayingfor 2 years
since the middle of july
where my tears and past stained the sidewalk
dear diary (back: gone away)
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title: LIVE
one day were here
the next were not
lifes simple pleasures are all weve got
dont have to bve rich to have some fun
cry over doubts then be done
live like you were dying
you close your eyes for a moment
then the moment is gone
so live like a cartoon being drawn
share laughs with friends
get up and live! let the boredome end
do what youve always wanted
cause (repeat beggining until fade out)
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title: true friends
dedicated to: all my friends
when your feeling as if
you want to drown
want to be invisible
feeling worthless
(back: true freinds)
all you need is a true friend
to make a contagious smile
a heartwarming laugh
even just a "its going to be alright"
(back:true friends)
makes all thge diofference
lifes simple pleasures
something you'll never forget
being embrace in a hug
and in thathug is everything they needed to say
(back: true friends)
it makes all the difference
all you need is a true friend
at times when you feel like you cant go on
they're there to help you off of youre feet
thats a true friend
(back: true friends)
when its raining
and your with them
yet your day is blindingly bright
thats a true friend, your a true friend
(back: true friends)
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title: sorry
sorry
im so sorry
sorry
oh so sorry
the only thing running through my head is sorry
on the floor of rejection
and wasted directions they took her life
if only i could have
(instrumental)
so sorry
if only i would have answered her calls
she wasnt crying wolf this time
i lie here looking at my blood-stained hands wondering what it is i could have done
she lie here dead(goes down)
cold in my arms
the last thing i heard was help!(long)
on thge floor of rejection
and wasted directions (back: or should i say never used at all)
they took her life
as my face grows hot (back: tears)
her body grows cold(back: death)
ill do whatever i can
do whatever you want
just please dont die!
(repeat beggining)
(whisper)
i brush her hair our of her face
seeing her now clouded eyes
i bite my lip
reminding myself not to cry
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title: dreams (poem/song not decided)
screaming
yelling
begging
they all scream out ym name
and im useless
my legs unmoving
in the blood-stained snow
a bloody blanket over the ground
they yell for help
then everything goes bacl
my body falls to the ground
then
as i wake
the screaming is gone
the opera of peoples last screams
my now crimson red hair sticks to my frigid body
and the sickeningly sweet satisfaction of killing
killing those trying to kill me from the inside out
i open my eyes
a grin plastered on my face
then i remember
it was merley a dream
a horrible nightmare
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(all for mrgreen now)
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