 I can't take this anymore, I'm losing my mind.
I feel so alone; I think I've been left behind.
I wish someone would've told me that it got this tough,
Wish someone would've warned me I'd never be good enough.
Maybe then I wouldn't have killed myself in trying so hard,
Wouldn't have given up everything, only to be shunned and scarred.
But now I dream of reality and wake to nightmares,
Enduring life's horrors only to discover no one seems to care.
I can't take this anymore, I'm losing my mind.
I'm so confused ,the answer's impossible to find.
I can't keep fighting, my demons have won.
They've taken my life and left me searching for a gun.
I just want to end this endless pain,
Just want to stop hurting so I won't go insane.
But the suffering won't stop, won't go away,
Won't let me quit, won't let me stray.
I can't take this anymore, I'm losing my mind.
Everything is black. I've finally gone blind.
It's over, I lost, but the pain is still there.
I thought it might numb, but I haven't been spared.
So I'm forced to stand and fight again, right to my death.
Pull myself off the floor and fight till m last breath.
It was the rage of my pain that kept me going,
But then my demons stopped coming and my blood was still flowing.
I had dreamed of this moment, but never thought it would come.
Now I stand over my dead bodies and the pain finally numbs.
 Adhesive Medical Strip · Sun Feb 10, 2008 @ 09:31pm · 1 Comments |
