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How long must I wait? Centuries? Decades? Years? Months weeks hours minutes mere seconds? How much longer? How long! How long until these keratin decay and these bone cease to exist? How long until these river cease to flow and these flesh get eaten, nibbled nibbled nibbled away by bless maggots? How long? How long!?

How long...How long have I been enslaved? Enslaved to this path that I must follow? Enslaved to this curse thing of which you called 'body?' To this thing you call destiny, to this thing called 'grades' to these thing called life? How long must I stay here?! How long must I follow this non-existent path? This path not meant for me! This path that doesn't ******** exist! This path, that is no where to be found, this path that leads to nothing this path that leads to--! To--!

How long...will it it take them to find out. How long...Until they found out? How long...How long will it take? Until my heart stops? Until my bone rot? Until my mind collapse? Until my souls...dead? How...long...

How long will it be? How long will it be until the soft warm embrace of Earth takes me in? How long will it be...Until I become like her? How long? How long? How long will it be...

For me...

To become...

Free?


Please...

Let it not...

be...

Never...