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But I can't D=
I get sad
I over think
And then =O
yay
>__>

Yes.
So,
Because I got sad and and mental break down-ness

YOU GUYS GET TO SUFFER THROUGH MY POETRY =DD

Lucky you guys, right? =D
Not so much.
But, hey,
It makes me feel better. =DD

SO LET ME WRITE D<
Please and thank you =DD

My Lies
You ask if something's wrong
I think, "of course there is,
There has been for so long."
But, naturally, you don't notice this.

I say I'm fine,
Making me walk the thin line
Between truth and deciet
With these clumsy feet.

I feel myself stumble
Then I see myself falling.
I feel myself crumble
Then I see myself breaking.

I'm tumbling into the darkness
Created by my lies.
Oh, look at this huge mess
And me vanishing into these black skies.

Sucky
And horrible.
I know D=
But but
I liiiikeee iiitt ;____;
Just don't ask why <___<;;;
'Cause I'm not exactly sure myself .____.;;

ANNYYYYWAAAAY

The next, more shitty one that I don't really like =DD
But I'm putting it up for critisism anyway whee
Because
I'm just like that =DD
Soooo
Yeah =DDD

Breaking Apart
I'm breaking inside
But faking this smile.
I'm trying to hide
These tears for a while.

I'm dying, I swear
But I tell you I'm okay.
This mask I must wear
And it won't go away.

I wish you could see me cryin',
I wish you knew I was lyin'.
I wish you cared enough about me
To make me take off this make quickly.

But you just turn away
And go your own way.
I know you're really still with me
But I've never felt so lonely.

I want you to be there for me,
But you're helping everyone else
And drowning in your own misery.

I know you'd hurt more if I told you,
Maybe it's better that you don't have a clue.
I can't really lie,
I just want to die.

I've gotta be strong,
Even if this is so very wrong.
I'll help you through this all,
'Cause I promised not to let you fall.

The second one is.... jumbled.
And really scrambled.
I know.
I'm gonna edit/revise it.... A LOT. .___.;;;
'Cause it pretty much SUCKS D=

So, yeah.
That's my torture session for today
=D
Go beat your head on a wall
And so yeah =O

Bye for now then x333
~Kaname