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lol, big shocker. We're not really dating anymore, it's really complicated and everything. I didn't want to say it, but It's just weird looking at my profile and seeing all the stuff I said and the comments he put.

I really hope we do get back together, but I'm content with everything and I've accepted the fact we might not ever get back together.

My conversion to Judaism is going wonderfully, my rabbi finally said he'd represent me in the process, it's so wonderful, this weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
I even have a game plan to help myself get to my goal.

January 31, 2008 is the last day I'm eating Fast food, this doesn't include restaruants.

The Thursday before I graduate (or Friday at school) will be the last day I eat none kosher food from any where else. (I will however choose to eat not meat or dairy at restaurants only on very special occasions. (This will not include my birthday.) )

I hope the day after my graduation to be able to start making myself kosher meals at home. (G-d willing.)

Also the biggest thing is that I hope to have a Job by the time I graduate in late May.

^.^

At the end of 2008 I hope to not eat any non-kosher food.

I'm also allowing myself several "One Last Times"
Such as , going on trips with my mom or close friends and not freaking out about shabbos. (Though in 2009 this shall not apply)


If all goes as I hope, I hope to be fully converted by the time I am 20 or 21.

(For anyone who has to listen to my rants this is 1-2 years before I really planned. So Baruch Hashem. <- I'm saying that so much now lol. It's creepy)