go ahead
betray me
stab me in the back
rip my heart from my chest
throw it on the ground
spit on it and then walk on it as though it's the dirt beneath your feet
you've done it so many times before
what would it matter if you did it just one more time?
go ahead
mock me
destroy me with your words and actions
i'll forgive you again
i'll pretend i still trust you
go ahead
toy with my affections
tell me you love me when it's a lie
i'm too naive to know any better
you'll get away with it
you always have
go ahead
continue to bring me pain
all i've ever done was try to be your friend
i've always tried to show you love and treat you with respect
i've always given you a listening ear and did my best not to judge
i've only ever prayed for you
so return my kindness with your insults
return my love with your hate
What do i care?
go ahead
laugh as you see my hidden tears
wound me again
isn't that what brings you joy?
i'd be surprised if you said no
i'd be forced to believe it was only another lie
well no more!
insult me if you will, but remember that i won't let you get away with your hurtful words
enough of your lies!
enough of the pain!
enough of my love and respect for you!
you played with my emotions for too long now
so go ahead and remember you can't do it anymore!
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