On the fateful day of December 18th of last year, during the Zurg plot event, I, former Zurg Hive officer Hazard, was discharged from the Zurg Hive due to showing compassion for the Believers. It was one of the stupidest things I had done in the event, yet one of the greatest things I have ever done in my life. If you weren't involved in the Zurg plot line, you probably don't understand how just a game could be so meaningful to me and the rest of my friends, but if you were, then I don't need to say any more.
I loved being in the Zurg Hive. It was the most fun on Gaia I had ever had. I made great friends in the Hive and it was the first time I came anywhere near being somewhat recognized on Gaia, due to the direct NPC interaction. I was promoted to officer in the Hive, which was amazing to me, because of it being run by NPCs.
The Believers were a peaceful group that I just never seemed to like as a member of the Hive. To me, they were always annoying hippies. I tried to hide my caring and compassionate nature while I was in the Hive, as those types of feelings were mostly frowned upon by the overlords. But deep down, as I went on, I started to like the Believers, even though I didn't show it.
On the fateful day of December 18, 2006, Flarn, the overlord of the Zurg Hive at the time, was in the Believers thread causing trouble. I saw this... And I showed my compassion, as well as somewhat stood up, for Yuzi and the rest of the Believers. I knew I'd pay for it, but I didn't care at that point. Flarn personally discharged me from the Zurg Hive for my outburst, and instantaneously afterwards, I joined the Believers. In the long run, it was one of the best decisions I've ever made.
I have made so many friends in the Believers, and this journal entry is dedicated to them.
Revot's a funny guy... He's very random and very entertaining. No one really knows who he is in reality, and that's how he wants things to be, but we don't seem to mind too much, because he's such a great guy. He can be waayyy out there at times, but when you need him for something serious, he'll be there for you. He's pretty much a perfect friend, and I can't think of one person that doesn't love him once they get to know him.
The Wandering Mind was the whole mind (hurr hurr) behind the Believers. Admittedly, I was slightly intimidated by her at first, only because I am intimidated by any leader of a majour organisation. She didn't notice me much at first, and I never said much to her, because I suppose I didn't feel... Err... Worthy enough. After a while, she started noticing me and talking to me in the forums, and eventually when I was feeling down about something, we started talking on MSN. After that, she got invited to all of our random chats and soon enough, I became very close to her and she has always been there to help me through depression many times in the past year as well. She likes to pick on me a lot, but it's just her way of showing love.
The Rejected Spork was a very friendly and very affectionate girl that I quickly fell in love with. At the beginning, I was taken by my very first girlfriend, but I was unfortunately broken up with. After getting through the pain and feeling like I could date again, I asked Spork if she would consider starting a long distance relationship with me. She was hesitant at first, only because of our age gap. She told me she liked me... But she was afraid of the consequences of being with someone so much older. Eventually... I convinced her to trust me, and we initiated a relationship which was very happy for six long months. We did break up, unfortunately, but to this day, we are the best of friends.
Forsaken Wolf was never really a Believer, and I met him through the Zurg Hive, but he was at the Believers a lot more than he ever was anywhere else. He's a great friend that has been great to help me with a few relationship problems, and he's been even better at just being awesome. We share a lot of interests, and he's great fun as well as hilarious to talk to sometimes. We always share our injury stories and rag on each other about them later. Watch out for those stairs, Wolf!
Little Inky was probably the first real friend I made at the Believers. Today she is still one of my very best friends, and she has been amazing. Like most of the people on this list, she has always been there for me when I was down and depressed. She always knows how to get me to feel better. She's a very spontaneous and sometimes odd person, which is what I love about her. She can always make me laugh, usually without even trying. She's also a great writer and can even get me to read her stories when I hardly ever like reading anything. She's just an all-around great and fun person.
Hazy Kasumi and I haven't talked all that much off of Gaia, which is a shame, because she's a great and caring person. We aren't as close of friends as I would like to be because of that, but she definitely still deserves recognition in this journal. She has always cared about me and always asks me how I am and if everything's alright. She's a very sweet and kind person, and I really hope that maybe we can become better friends as time goes by.
` e m o v i b r a t i o n, or Sam, of course, has helped me through many problems as well. This has been true for most of my friends and I'm starting to get repetitive, but ah well. Anyway, Sam is very fun and interesting to talk to. She can be serious, or sometimes she can completely random and totally out there. Either way, I love talking to her. She's also the first person I come to to let hear my new songs I've created. She's very musical and she always has great things to say about my music which really make me feel good about myself.
Wolvar and I don't talk all that much off of Gaia, but we really should. He posted his MSN for me one time, and I never wrote it down like the fool I am. He's a great guy and he has helped me with depression when he has had the chance to. He's a creative guy and has some good ideas, like the Believers Ball he organised for the holiday. I wish I had more to say of him, but we aren't as close as I wish we were.
Solarn was probably the first Believer I ever really talked to. Back when I was in the Hive, he'd spontaneously pop up to visit, and the two of us would always argue and fight, usually only playfully, sometimes not so playfully. We started to become friends once I started to become less and less of a Hiver when I was beginning to show hidden compassion for the Believers. He was one of the reasons I didn't hesitate at all when risking my position in the Hive on the 18th. I knew that if the rest of the Believers were like him at all, they would accept me and befriend me.
Feei is... Wow. There is so much I could say about her, which is why I saved her for last. Feei is the most amazing girl I have ever known... She is sweet, caring, loving, and she will always be there for you. She loves and cares for her friends more than anything, and she's wonderful for that. She is definitely one of the best friends I have ever had in my life, and I hope that we can always be so close. She's such a funny and interesting person to talk to... She's weird like most of my friends are, and I love that. Normal people? Pff... They're too boring. Feei is so... So affectionate, too. She's always lovey and huggly and just sweet to talk to and be around. She's the type of person that makes me realize that humanity isn't all that bad... That there are people who are like no others... She actually makes Cynic less... Cynical.
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And... That's the end of this journal. I love all of you guys, and I hope we never drift apart.
I loved being in the Zurg Hive. It was the most fun on Gaia I had ever had. I made great friends in the Hive and it was the first time I came anywhere near being somewhat recognized on Gaia, due to the direct NPC interaction. I was promoted to officer in the Hive, which was amazing to me, because of it being run by NPCs.
The Believers were a peaceful group that I just never seemed to like as a member of the Hive. To me, they were always annoying hippies. I tried to hide my caring and compassionate nature while I was in the Hive, as those types of feelings were mostly frowned upon by the overlords. But deep down, as I went on, I started to like the Believers, even though I didn't show it.
On the fateful day of December 18, 2006, Flarn, the overlord of the Zurg Hive at the time, was in the Believers thread causing trouble. I saw this... And I showed my compassion, as well as somewhat stood up, for Yuzi and the rest of the Believers. I knew I'd pay for it, but I didn't care at that point. Flarn personally discharged me from the Zurg Hive for my outburst, and instantaneously afterwards, I joined the Believers. In the long run, it was one of the best decisions I've ever made.
I have made so many friends in the Believers, and this journal entry is dedicated to them.
Revot's a funny guy... He's very random and very entertaining. No one really knows who he is in reality, and that's how he wants things to be, but we don't seem to mind too much, because he's such a great guy. He can be waayyy out there at times, but when you need him for something serious, he'll be there for you. He's pretty much a perfect friend, and I can't think of one person that doesn't love him once they get to know him.
The Wandering Mind was the whole mind (hurr hurr) behind the Believers. Admittedly, I was slightly intimidated by her at first, only because I am intimidated by any leader of a majour organisation. She didn't notice me much at first, and I never said much to her, because I suppose I didn't feel... Err... Worthy enough. After a while, she started noticing me and talking to me in the forums, and eventually when I was feeling down about something, we started talking on MSN. After that, she got invited to all of our random chats and soon enough, I became very close to her and she has always been there to help me through depression many times in the past year as well. She likes to pick on me a lot, but it's just her way of showing love.
The Rejected Spork was a very friendly and very affectionate girl that I quickly fell in love with. At the beginning, I was taken by my very first girlfriend, but I was unfortunately broken up with. After getting through the pain and feeling like I could date again, I asked Spork if she would consider starting a long distance relationship with me. She was hesitant at first, only because of our age gap. She told me she liked me... But she was afraid of the consequences of being with someone so much older. Eventually... I convinced her to trust me, and we initiated a relationship which was very happy for six long months. We did break up, unfortunately, but to this day, we are the best of friends.
Forsaken Wolf was never really a Believer, and I met him through the Zurg Hive, but he was at the Believers a lot more than he ever was anywhere else. He's a great friend that has been great to help me with a few relationship problems, and he's been even better at just being awesome. We share a lot of interests, and he's great fun as well as hilarious to talk to sometimes. We always share our injury stories and rag on each other about them later. Watch out for those stairs, Wolf!
Little Inky was probably the first real friend I made at the Believers. Today she is still one of my very best friends, and she has been amazing. Like most of the people on this list, she has always been there for me when I was down and depressed. She always knows how to get me to feel better. She's a very spontaneous and sometimes odd person, which is what I love about her. She can always make me laugh, usually without even trying. She's also a great writer and can even get me to read her stories when I hardly ever like reading anything. She's just an all-around great and fun person.
Hazy Kasumi and I haven't talked all that much off of Gaia, which is a shame, because she's a great and caring person. We aren't as close of friends as I would like to be because of that, but she definitely still deserves recognition in this journal. She has always cared about me and always asks me how I am and if everything's alright. She's a very sweet and kind person, and I really hope that maybe we can become better friends as time goes by.
` e m o v i b r a t i o n, or Sam, of course, has helped me through many problems as well. This has been true for most of my friends and I'm starting to get repetitive, but ah well. Anyway, Sam is very fun and interesting to talk to. She can be serious, or sometimes she can completely random and totally out there. Either way, I love talking to her. She's also the first person I come to to let hear my new songs I've created. She's very musical and she always has great things to say about my music which really make me feel good about myself.
Wolvar and I don't talk all that much off of Gaia, but we really should. He posted his MSN for me one time, and I never wrote it down like the fool I am. He's a great guy and he has helped me with depression when he has had the chance to. He's a creative guy and has some good ideas, like the Believers Ball he organised for the holiday. I wish I had more to say of him, but we aren't as close as I wish we were.
Solarn was probably the first Believer I ever really talked to. Back when I was in the Hive, he'd spontaneously pop up to visit, and the two of us would always argue and fight, usually only playfully, sometimes not so playfully. We started to become friends once I started to become less and less of a Hiver when I was beginning to show hidden compassion for the Believers. He was one of the reasons I didn't hesitate at all when risking my position in the Hive on the 18th. I knew that if the rest of the Believers were like him at all, they would accept me and befriend me.
Feei is... Wow. There is so much I could say about her, which is why I saved her for last. Feei is the most amazing girl I have ever known... She is sweet, caring, loving, and she will always be there for you. She loves and cares for her friends more than anything, and she's wonderful for that. She is definitely one of the best friends I have ever had in my life, and I hope that we can always be so close. She's such a funny and interesting person to talk to... She's weird like most of my friends are, and I love that. Normal people? Pff... They're too boring. Feei is so... So affectionate, too. She's always lovey and huggly and just sweet to talk to and be around. She's the type of person that makes me realize that humanity isn't all that bad... That there are people who are like no others... She actually makes Cynic less... Cynical.
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And... That's the end of this journal. I love all of you guys, and I hope we never drift apart.
Edit: I'm adding another person to this entry that I should have never left out in the first place, and adding more onto one other.
Omega Will has said I was like a brother to him on a few occasions, and, I'd have to agree. He's like a big brother I never had. He picks on me like anyone else does, but he doesn't really mean anything from it. I don't think. >> He's really been through a lot... More than I could ever even imagine going through. I don't think I could last a day with the pain he has had to endure. He's a great man and I respect, if not idolize him, for everything he has lived through.
` e m o v i b r a t i o n and I are now a very happy couple together and we love each other very much. I couldn't ask for a better girlfriend, she is just amazing in every way. She was probably one of the most caring friends I ever have had, and now she's more than just a friend, and it feels great this way. There isn't anyone else for me, and I hope we last a long time.
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