I have to control myself
But i can't
I love Him
So much
But He doesn't love me
So why must i carry on?
I can't love him forever
He'll never notice me
It's always a few sentences
Then He leaves
I can't continue this anymore
It will destroy me one day
With a broken heart
But i can't resist
I can't forget
Is this what love does to me?
To torture me everyday?
With questions about how i should feel?
But my love would never go away
Unless....
Unless....
Unless i can find someone new that's right for me
But i vow this will never happen
I will never love someone as much as Him
But unless He pushes me away
Unless He doesn't want me
Unless He tries to hurt me
He can torture me all He likes
As long as i can love Him in my heart
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Um....ugh ******** this.
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