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Mood: desperate
Eating: pink Snowballs (the cakes)
Watching: Sukisho!
Reading: The Alchemyst

Okay, it’s been a while since I wrote a decent journal entry, so……

I broke up with Chris (OMG!!!!) the guy I dated for almost 2 years (jan would have been 2 yrs).i did go for Cody, but that kinda died after he spilt his guts to me and I mean spilt. He said he was gonna explode if he didn’t tell me how he felt about me. I told him I felt awkward, really awkward, every time he tells me these things and I don’t want to go out with him yet. Keyword: yet. Now I think that “yet” is a “never” cuz I seen what he’s like and it’s really………how to say this…….dull. and I mean dull. He has no social life whatsoever. Yeah, we both read a lot (but he’s not a big major bookworm like I am), we both are narutards, he Snowboards, and heck, we even share the same birthday and I mean same exact birthday: 3/08/91. both are middle names start with L, we were both born in Crookston in the same hospital (there’s only 1 hospital in C-town so yeah…)
It was like we were meant to be twins separated at birth and we were close at 1 point, but, after I broke up with chris, that connection between cody and I just kinda diminished. Then I did the unthinkable: I started talking to chris again a short while after and Cody thinks he’s losing me to him. I already told the both of them I didn’t want to go out with either of them. Period. And now I really don’t want to hang out with Cody as much as I did anymore, so I am really lost.

And mad. Now I am mad. My dad just took my pudding pops. He has his own icecream and he had to take mine. Damn it!