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You know I am not really happy today, why because I just broke up with some one I really like, and that I have been waiting for him for a long time, which is not really fair because I am not even happy about it.
As I think about it I think it was never right to steal some one ONLINE BF at all because it isn't right and you know if it wasn't for my kind heart, I would have end up this way at all....
I feel really bad to his sister and I hope she understands the reason, it's not because I don't love him, it's because I don't know if it's right to keep him at all....
you wouldn't understand the meaning how long I have waited and why I have choosen this road....
By now his sister would be really mad at me for what I have choosen, but don't you see keisho?
Jupiter loves him, I don't want to break her heart, even if I break his, I think he would understand the meaning, and I am not over the wall when I should be, you would understand how hard I am trying to stay like this.
gah....i hate life....