Right now I am not really myself at all, I hear from SSUK that his sister was bashing the chat and that Mary the website owner wasn't really happy about it, it doesn't really surprise me at all, as she is such a funny person....I know how her brother is protecting her and stuff, but yet he doesn't really know I am waiting for him, and I am not fooling about it, and this is not fake.....
I can not believe how stupid I can be when I wait for someone, and it really hurts me when he doesn't email me all by himself...
I can't believe I can fall into his hand by his sweet talk and stuff.....
I am really going crazy over this problem, and I got him such a lovely gift, and yet I don't know where he live, so I can't send it to him this is so stupid of me, I wasted around HK ----.30 something dollars and I still never got the chance to give it to him to show him my love is real, it really hard to believe that I am so stupid....
You can not believe how I am waiting, and how I am breaking apart because of it, he said he love me why isn't he writting to me first, I can't believe I am falling for him
s**t..........
Ok this is the last time I am going to answer this stupid question I got in my email,
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Hello ----
I hear you where from hong kong?
I hear you where from hong kong?
Yes I am from HK so kiss my a** jerk face
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hey did you know your a loser and you kcus?
No I don't kcus at all, and I don't really care what your going to say because you don't know me
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Die b***h
thank you very much for telling me to die, but that won't happen and it won't as long as I am alive no one will stop me
I am really tired right now because I know no one loves me, and I don't really care no more, because I am a person who was brought up alone, and I fight alone, and people who doesn't understand the meaning of loneliness...check a book and see what it means....
Yes I am FRIENDLESS, who gives........................sucker
Besides I am crying over a lot of things and I would cut myself until I bleed to my death....NO ONE LOVES ME AT ALL YOU KNOW THAT, AND I DON'T CARE BECAUSE I AM STRONG AND I WON'T FALL IN FRONT OF ANYONE
