I've been sinking further and further into depression.
I hate it, you know? Feeling so horrible all the time and knowing WHY I'm feeling like this. I hate coming home to see that I wasn't missed. I hate not being able to stay out without worrying if I'm making a certain someone angry.
I hate not having control anymore. I think I'm becoming just like my mother. I hate it that I'm not strong enough to be the one everyone runs to when they need help, instead of having all of them worry and are sad because of me.
I hate that all I want to do is cry now. How even when I want to keep it all to myself, I end up falling to pieces.
I hate that I'm not strong enough to say "Enough"
I hate that I'm so full of insecurity that I'm denying myself again at a shot to be happy.
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Kagrra, is Love.
Guiz, I have a game company and website nao
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Still don't have my pony. -sad face-
"Kocham Cię, kocham
To tylko puste słowa, puste słowa"
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