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good bye
well,thats that,it's all over....i am moving along 2 a new world,were i am no longer the center of attention(yeah right).i have finaly finish middle school.....i'm suppose 2 be happy yet proud 2 have been a graduate.....but....it's hard,..it's hard b/c u don't have your friends there 2 stand by u and 2 face the same problems everyday......it's hard b/c u might not even see them no more and well....it's all over,u have gone 2 a new step were all those other friends of yours r in other places and u can't see them fall,get hurt,cry or even win.today i felt weird,i felt older,i felt.....different.....i couldn't cry,i couldn't feel the emotions of the pain other students were having,it was all 2 good 2 be true.when we were finally done walking up and down,and getting our good luck wishes we all left crying,i couldn't take the thought that this was happening,that this was not a dream but....the real thing,even though i couldn't cry....i saw other students crying and hugging each other,some were even saying good luck and don't cry.i saw 3 of my friends crying..little by little i was drinking all of the saddness and all of the pain of saying good bye.even thouhg my mom said that i was still going 2 see some of my friends in my new school,it won't be the same,it won't be the same b/c u aren't sharing same classes,u r not w/ the teachers u have spent your day w/,u r not w/ the people u have watch fall and cry...it is sadning 2 say good bye 2 the people u call your family,even though there r not from the same background...u still share the same things in commen,u still share the moments that u call horrible,sad,awful,happy and even embarrising.i still can see the picture of all the students crying and all the students hugging,but....there is something that still keeps bumbping me in my head,it's the though of where will we end up in life?where will we end up through time?we will still remember our friendships?,will we still be on the same page when we meet?who knows,all i know is that it's true what the band green day say,we all walk along and the only thing that follows is your shadow.anyways....congradulations 2 all the graduating students of elementary,middle school,high school,university and college i wish u good luck heart
memorise fading...remembering....do we truly forget?
-unknown
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